And no matter how many times people say that they'll be there for you, the only thing they can truly promise is that they're going to let you down. That's just what people do.
laying in bed, crying. Just letting the tears run down your cheeks, sore eyes and a pounding head. Forgetting to breathe, no energy to move. Staring at the ceiling with blurry eyes, the voices telling me I deserve this, to inflict more pain and discomfort on myself. To let myself fall free and end this constant misery.